একজন লেখক হিসেবে নিজেকে আত্মপ্রকাশ করতে চাই। Sroddheo Shahnaj Borkotullah er ei gaanter kotha khubi moone porche----“je chilo drishtir shimanay, Je chilo Hridoyer anginay, se haralo kothai kon duur ojanay”-------Gaan ta oneek ber ami shunechi-----amar oshomvob ekti priyo gaan-----berber ebong berber shunte ichhe koore---erokom ekti pochonder gaan----R ekti priyo gaan holo Sroddheo Samina Chowdhury er---“Kobita porar prohor esheche, Raater nirjone”----ei gaanti. Jootish Kaiser ahmed (shomvoboto)ei gaan ta likhechilen, ebong jokhon uni Sylhet a chilen ebong kuno ekta tea-garden a chilen---tokhon ei gaan ta uni likhechilen---------Onno R ekti holo Sroddheo Hemonto Mukherjee er----“Ei raat tomar amar, Oi chaad tomar amar, sudhu dujoner” Gaan bad, eber kichuta practically fire ashi------gotokaal Bishho Ijtema upolokhhe Boshundhara Road er pray purotai block chilo--------Eto Jam chilo-----Bishho Ijtema shomvoboto Muslim Dhormabolombider ditiyo brihottomo Monajat ebong dhormiyo ashor-------Lakho lakho musullider podocharonay mukhorito hoye uthe Tongir Turag Nadir Par. Shomvoboto uttorer highway road ei somoy block koore deye hoy-------manushjon hete hetei pouche zete suru koore Tongir Turag Nadir Pare………Shomobeto Upashoner karjokaarita oneek oneek oneek beshi tatporjomoy , Issor er ichhay se ami upolobdhi korte pari. Eber kichuta Otite fire zai-------Sylhet theke fire ashber, din dui age, amar name amar maa ekta manoshi puja koorechilen-------Sylhet er Mirjajangalostho Loknaath Baber ashroome……….sedin oneek moja hoyechilo------Bisheshoto Dupurer Prosaad khaber poore pichhider saathe cricket kheler ashorta besh upovog koorechilam ami---------Radha, Jibon, Mohan, Akash, Rudro, ebong ami mile Purai dhumdham cricket khelar ashor boosiechilam Akash, Radhader bashai--------ektu dukhher ei je, ami 6 ta match khele seshporjonto 4 tatei here giechilam----------ki korbo, chestha koorechilam-------kintu akash eto valo cricket khele-----Or skill er kache ami to nehayet bachha chele------------othocho boyoshe akash e amar theke oneek oneek beshi bachha typer--------------Eta amar jonno odvuut ekta baper hooey darieche-------amar boyoshke amar Body Language correctly represent korche na---------dekhe onekei bolbe, ei chele hoyto University te shobe matro admission niyeche--------othocho bastobota holo-----“ami 4 bochorer course pray share 6 bochore complete koore, Issor er ichhay certificate tao tuule felechi”--------Othocho amar body language perfectly seta represent e korche na---------Valo na Mondo seta kebol Shoyong Issor e janen. Aj jokhon Doroja khule IUB er library te probesh korchilam----Bitu mama Shohashhe bollo---“Kemon achen, mama---amio shohashhe bollam, “Valo, apni kemon achen”-------terpoore Library te giye jothariti dui ghonter moto porashuna korlam--------Basicly kuno purpose chilo na, terpooreo oneekta huudai ghonta dui porashunai nimogno hoye chilam------------Hoothath amar fele asha IUB life er academic career er kotha mone poore gelo---------“Academically, I was one of the worse student of Independent University, Bangladesh”. Jokhon ami student chilam-----Eta Onibarjoi chilo je---ami class e lowest marks pabo----ebong seshporjonto Onibarjo vaabe setai ghote jeto-------bisheshoto sesher 2-3 ti botsor amar jiboner sobcheye baaje somoy ami paar koorechilam---------Mis-understanding ebong Psychologically aaghat pete pete ami amar friend circle emonki amar Instructor der thekeo oneek oneek oneek duure shore zete ek proker baddho hoyechilam-------------Sobcheye pathetic chilo shomvoboto amar jonno ei je-----amar shuvakankhi kichu Instructorder saatheo ami ichhe thaka shotteo R communication Bojay rekhe cholte parini------------Misunderstanding kromagoto berei cholechilo----shomvoboto Misunderstanding ekhon Everest keo chariye gieche----------amar pokhhe hoyto R ei Misunderstanding er aperture fulfill kora kokhonoi shomvob noi—kintu terpooreo moone prane ami chaibo ebong chai------as long as I live, as long as I keep breathing-----------Voktishohokare Binomro chitte amar kichu shuvakankhi Instructorder naam shoron korte ebong Sroddha janate----Especially Professor Anwer Sir ebong Dr. Habib Bin Mujaffor Sir. I won’t forget their strength. They are Genuine Wise Person. Jader kolomer kaali shottiker orthe ebong jothertho orthe Shohider rokter cheye pobitro. I had to take System & Control for Fourth time, CSC 205 thrice time (two times enrolled & one time did not enroll) Almost three mathematics courses for twice time, Engineering Economics Twice time-------------ami shotti klanto hoye poorechilam , Fail korte korte ebong class a lowest marks gain korte korte. Moone poore Engineering Economics course ta korar somoye amader Instructor Rumana Hossain Mem, almost 100% Pressure diye bolten-------“Buet e Engineering Economics a je student sref A- pay, taake dhora hoy je se oi subject a fail kooreche, ebong kebolmatro grade A pelei bola hoy je se pass koreche”------------ Rumana Mem was a student of BUET. Ei sentence ta likher poore moone moone oneek khon heshei cholechilam---------------- A- to oneek oneek oneek durer baper chilo---ami to sref ebong straight Fail e koorechilam-----Engineering Economics a. tao abar matro shomvoboto 2-3 ta number er jonno. Grading er agei Oshohay, Niirupay, Poothohara hoyei ekebare pray kadte kadte Rumana Mem ke boolechilam-------“Mem, Doya koore amake grade F diyen na, Doya koore grade D diyen” ----------R kotha bolte parchilam na, Nijer monei kothaguluke atke rekhe vabchilam------“mem, doya kore grade D diyen Plz, tahoole ontoto Baber 12000 taka ami save korte parbo”-------------------------kintu amar Durvaggo, Kuno akuti, minoti, kimba kakutitei seshrokhha hoi ni-------------seshporjonto ami grade F a achive koorechilam. Baddho hoye ditiyober course ta abaro korte holo-----------ebong amar shorboshho diye chestha korar poore obosheshe Grade D peye course ta overcome korlam. Ashole course ta korar somoye oshomvob rokomer ek psychological pressure er moddho diye amake jete hoyechilo-----------ami kunovabei concentrate korte parchilam na-------Distracted hoye zawa obosthai oneek chestha kooreo poothe fire ashte parchilam na---------- Poore bivinno somoye oneek junior student der saathe kotha bole jante perechi---------“Rumana Mem naki shotti oneek easy ebong Kind hoye giechen, unar student der proti. Nij thekei student der dhore niye eshe boolen----“ei vaabe ektu poro, baba-----at least amake ekta valo grade diber sujog daw”-----kichu junior student to boolechilo----IUB er sobcheye easy course ekhon Rumana Meme r course. Mem unar student der sudhu sudhui number den----R shobaike valo grade diye pass koriye den-----------Mone mone amar veetor theke ekta dhirgho niishash poore--------practically o tokhon khub dhirgho ekta niishash nei-------R mone money boli--------“eto beshi kind hoober to dorker chilo na, amar proti Rumana Mem ektu Kind holei to ami course ta prothomber pass koore jetam, sref grade D cheyechilam. Ditiyober oboshho oi grade D peyei pass koorechilam” Joole chokh viije gieche-------so dukhher kotha baad. Eber practical abar kichu likhi---------Aj Buwa asheni-------amra jara bachelor ---buwa na ashle----bikolpo thake duita---(1)Nijerai ranna kore neye(2) Hotel theke kheye kimba khaber niye asha-----rate ami R Himel(My room mate, who is working at HUAWEI TECHNOLOGIES(BANGLADESH)LTD as a core network engineer)mile gelam----Joar shahara elakay-----sekhane amader porichito ek restaurant ache-----Anondo restaurant. Jokhon amra Kuril Chourastai chilam, tokhon ami R Himel pray e eshe ei restaurant a khetam------ami Telapiyati beshi pochondo kortam---bishal boro asto ekta telapiya mach dito, khubi na houk kintu mutamuti oneek tasty chilo shai telapiya mach ter-----R Himel choose korto Rui mach----------terpoore khawa dawa sesh koore pasher rastar dhare ek dookan theke coffee mixed ek cup deep cha pan kortam. Josh chilo----shai muhurtogulu. Pray oneek din poore almost 2 & ½ years later aj jeno amra shai muhurtogulukei bastobe repetition korlam----------Firber poothe cha pan koreo eshechi----------------- Aj Kormer sondhane abaro ber hobo. Amar ektai matro tushuni chilo-----------Hoyto ekhono ache----Raiyan. Oder school ekhon bondho to, tai Or Maa amake boolechen 15-16 tarikher diike amake janaben. Koobe theke abaro zabo ei bapare janate. Tushunita ami koorate chai. Kaaj ta ami pochondo kori. At least aro 3 ta mash. Raiyan. Sunbeams er student. Sunbeams, One of the most expensive schools in Bangladesh. Raiyan er basha---Dhanmondir Shonkor a. His grandfather is a Parliament member of the People Republic of Bangladesh. I want to continue to teach Raiyan, Ei Jonno noi je, his grandfather is a parliament member, borong absolutely ei jonno je, I want to teach Raiyan as a gentle Little Boy.