When loneliness binds me..
to feel...to cry...
to get prepared to die...!!

Time never want me to expect..!! When i expect with out caring...time and space...!
And--
Workload makes me tired...to expect
‘And to feel...!!!

When i have you in front of me...
I just forget to say what is to be said!

My words are always seems to me...
Imperfect ...stupid and worthless...
As it never could express what i want to explore to you!

How could I die than?
With out expressing what i want to mean to you !

Or--
How could I survive then!
Keeping all those words unexpressed!
All my tears untouched!
And---
All about you...that time and space are forcing me!
To keep distance between our wishes!

To keep my eyes on the way ...
Of your arrival...
Until i become tired enough!
Rather than you and your solely wishes !!

Please... do forgive my eyes! My tears!
As i closed the window!
For not to see as nothing were being seen!
And to feel you always--
Avoiding the visibility of your uncertain image!!

As my eyes still waiting for you ---
As--
Rather than my heart, at least you can never win against my eyes...!!!