ব্লগ তো লেখাই হচ্ছে না....... -Life…as it is today, is this what I wanted? -Am I satisfied with myself? -The place where I am standing today, do I really belong here? -Life should be like what? Worse than that I have it now? -Or should I deserved something better? People ask these kind of questions when they start to think that they have done with their life. Before they meet the final moment they try to make some calculations, listing their achievements- what they have or what they might have. But whatever they do, they are not in a position to add something more to their life long achievements, neither have they anything to loose except their own life! So, what good it is to make calculations when the exam is over? In the exam hall you know the time limit. But when it comes to life you don’t know when your bell is going to ring. Twenty years of my life have passed away, but who will give me the guarantee to pass another year or a month, a day or even a minute? Now if I seat & try to find out those answers, will it be too unreasonable? Many might say- ‘You got your whole life to find out.’ I say- ‘How do you know?’ ‘Whole life’ may end by tomorrow! But of course, there is not much of achievements. Though it might have been possible to achieve something worthy to tell but unfortunately, I think I haven’t! ‘What are you going to calculate when you haven’t written anything on your paper?’ A good question indeed. Do I really got nothing? Is it possible for someone? I better think positively- I must have written something! They might be very little but I have to move on with them. And when you move you have to keep in mind that there is always a limit- your life could end all of a sudden. But the good thing is you don’t know when. So, where is the problem if you think you are going to last a little longer to do something better? Why not hope for the best? People don’t get thing always as they want- I know. But at least I know what I want & how I want them. How would I like to see myself in the future? Have a clear vision & then the target is set. I have to go with whatever I got in my life so far. They are my experiences. They will help me on the way to cope with my expectations. What I am doing right now, in the present- that is most important… My work will pay me what I deserve. I have to take myself into the place where I belong. I have to satisfy myself. I…have to make my life as I want. "Then cut all that crap……get down to business! Do something boy!" Oh….ya….Ok! Lets start writing! Exam is not over!!