...........So as I heard from people at Moddha Monipur that our Bappi was murdered, my heart so sank that I decided to look for the place where he used to live with his wife Sanda. Though I knew this is not gonna help anyway. But I decided to head on to this place on a tip from a lady in the house where auntie lives. I was given a direction saying that bappi used to live behind the indoor stadium of Mirpur. so I took a rickshaw again and headed to this place without knowing what I am gonna look for there! Perhaps my anger, my frustrations, my throat choking pain were so much on me that it motivated me to see the place where our beloved friend passed away. Perhaps I wanted to visit that place because that is the place where Bappi was made to breathe his last. Or perhaps I was trying to find consolation for myself by visiting Bappi's abode as he did visit my house all on a sudden when I lost my mom to death prematurely. or I just donno know whey I wanted to go there. After reaching the Indoor stadium, at some point I made a call to Raju bhai who asked me to not to go there and asked me retreat instantly sharing what he saw in the morgue. Raju bhai told, look, Bappi did not commit suicide. I went to the DMC where they took Bappi for post mortem. Raju bhai confirmed seeing bruises on Bappi's head and body. I dont know why!!! but I decided to roam around the street behind the mirpur indoor stadium as if I wanted to breathe in air Bappi breathed in last, as if I wanted to feel the lonely street's pain there as our pain, as if I wanted to feel what it means to loose a friend all of a sudden....prematurely......... Returning to my place, I throw myself into the bed helplessly; almost choking my throat due to sobbing and could not stop thinking of the mother........the mother who lost his husband, the mother who lost all of her daughters in road accidents and had been living with her one and only hope Bappi; the mother's last resort................and now the l-a-s-t resort has also been taken away in a cruel pathetic manner. What she has, to continue living? what purpose does she have? for what /whom she should live anymore? for what? for whaaaaaaaaaaatttt?.......for justice????....................the justice is also being hindered by the mighty.......... But the mighty does not know, Bappi's friends from everywhere are raising their voices though they are small and scanty in number. Surely they will continue the battle to ascertain this time our mother gets justice served to her on time and properly...