ধরে বেঁধে কাউকে গল্প শোনানোউচিত নয়, কারন তেমন অবসর ও আজ কাল কারো নেই। তাই, এই লেখালেখি। নিজে থেকে যিনি পড়বেন, তিনি ই আমার পাঠক। তিনি ই আমার শ্রোতা! Do you know how the last night passed………?? Your son did hardly let me sleep……… Sang to him a thousand lullabies……. Each of his tears….made me weep……. How can you be sleeping so sound….?? Leaving me here to shoulder all these pain… They forced me to leave you for good… last week…your in laws came.... Do you what happened on 5th?? The parrot u gave me….called out your name.. I thought of letting it fly to you… I don’t know…whether i was insane.. How can you be so silent…?? I broke your favorite vase.. Get mad at me..if you want.. But..me and your son was on a race… Do you know how hard it is for me?? To leave my angel home alone… But,I am bound to work overnights.... Am burdened with loads of loan.. How can you be so calm?? And watch me scold my little you.. He kept on talking on phone all day.. When I asked ……he said it was you.. Do you know what your son did last month?? He was playing your dusted guitar.. Your dream is now in my eyes…too To see our as a great singer… How can you not miss us at all.. when we live each day for you...only my son& me…hide our tears.. I smile for him.he laughs for me… Do you know that very often..I loose my words.and... stay numb?? When our son is left alone to face his fears… I being his mother try my best… But….his vague words echoes”if only dad was here"........ How can you forget the promises made?? You swore to never leave me........ I am here…dying each day… Just for once …come and see… Do you know what I’ll do next? I’ll burn your books,break your guitar.. Tear off your songs..your written tunes.. I know you'll get crazy..ad... come down here How can you rest in peace?? When... restless... my each night grows… Cold and cruel the world's to me… I am waiting…and an eternity flows Do you know.. for what I live?? It’s the promise I made to you.... I am guarding our love...for our love to grow... And.. once he's ready to face this world.. none can stop me from… joining you… I know you are not in peace…. But…don’t worry….you have me here… I’ll be his mom....I'll be his dad… I’ll make you proud of him..i swear....... …I know….you are not happy there... Your soul is here…with us in pain..... But…….my love…sleep in peace… As long as here….i remain……. Its time for our son to wake up…. I have to end it here, for now… Come to my dreams this night o love… As there’s yet a lot to complain.........