অচিন পথিকের কথা

Recently I am experiencing a new feelings.I have tried to lead a fairly simple life. But still its getting complicated.In my whole life I have not feel like so alone like I experienced now. It seems I am alone in the whole world. Nobody with me and I am not with some body.I am desperately waited for some body.I don't know for whom I am waiting so long.The world seems don't care about me and I don't care about it.While I have try to do something, then I get back from it by thinking at the end every thing is value less.I have seen so many people running for fame,wealth and happiness. But in the process they spend a lot of time that at the end when they catch it, then there left hardly any time left for them to enjoy it.So many people act like a happy man.But deep inside their mind there is unknown pain.I am also one of them them.But still don't know for what we are running.When and how we need to stop.It seems I am very negative minded person. Sometimes I think I am a psycho. Am I a psycho?If the answer is yes,then what can I do about it?