I like to dream..even most of the the time its nt bcm true..bt still I love to do it..coz for me its the only way to be happy…

My life was so fulfilled before I met her… but I dared to dream for more. I made her my world. I was so much into her that I completely ignored my friends, relatives, and literally everything. I accepted her with her flaws.. for me she was perfect. I changed my definition of the word “perfection” only to make her my perfect girl. yet that wasn't enough to ensure a heart break. it’s my first love and first heart break and extremely painful. I miss her so much especially in the night when i go to sleep and in the morning…even though the i can not sleep for one hour.. crying like a baby whole day..in the shower so that no one can see.. I feel restless…. My breath chock and I feel like shouting her name or to contact her … but i don't. i was really close to die..really close..but as i live far away from my parents, i didn't do it just only for them.. I’m definitely not gonna die… because life is precious n I do hv responsibilities towards my parents. but I can never forget the moments I shared with her. I know it’s not possible to control your feeling but please think 10 times before u fall in love..