May be tomorrow i'll find my way home!

Look around this beautiful life, still Asters are blooming, spreading there violent beauty. Green lea just got there leaves very jolly, fascinates to see. For a long time, my eyes just couldn't capture these beauties as apart from the world my existence exiles. Perhaps, if u would stand by me, u would say," flowers are blushing with your smiles!" and at the same time you would gift a blushing smile. Today is pretty much special as I will gonna make a call. Perhaps getting so old is not too bad to scroll. I think you are still as young as I last saw you 3 yrs ago. 3 yrs are a long time to become a white hair man with some old scars in the face although. Life is still moving but just like a ship without a sailor, perhaps the sailor came to know he lost his sail, he ran away to live for more. My life is just like that. But my dreams always depict you as a very happy lady with a beautiful family and kids, become so fat! One of the kids has the reddish flash when it smiles at your face. You would just kiss her face and say," Good morning honey, you did quite a mass!" You would be still beautiful with the flowers on your hairs and you would smile as pretty as you did. One day I told you, if u have any scope unfortunately to shed tears, my name will struck your memories and will make you smile indeed. I don’t know whether in these 3 yrs you might have any scope of shedding tears? I wish you don’t and didn’t watch out the black clouds in your life to bear! Walking down the pavement, just buy some flowers, and wanna make a call to confirm that I am coming. At least I can't wait to hear you voice any longer and saying hello, hello, in a string! What kind of dress you might wear: a white shirt with a long black skirt, or black jeans with a sleeveless gown with long collar! You are always beautiful when u first tried the blur Shari, the eastern fancy dress, harder to remove my stare. Do you still have the sets of blue Bangles or ChurI? I don't know you have any! I don't know is there any change or not a single chance of change, but i know you still smile with profound happiness in your face. That may make you slight fattish but you will be still beautiful to me in any case. What type of gift can I bring? Ya, I remember, some melodious songs eastern-western mixed, some novels like Garsia markez, some albums of Sting. Oh, perhaps my memories got damped so much living in oceans. Too much dizziness I am suffering with rare concussion, but I am enjoying my loneliness. It helps me a lot to forget my pains! Ya this is time to make a call. I am just hearing my heart bits in my ears, 3 yrs, man, isn't it long time to spear at all?