May be tomorrow i'll find my way home!

There is a gesture in every sentence when you talk in melancholy. This is not like that you are very sad or lost in loneliness, but you are trying to get ride of it. Sometimes you try to smile, but you don't. Why? Perhaps you don't want to let me know. let's make deal, i will solve your anxiety providing that you will give me the access to enter your world. I give you the word, i won't touch anything or question about anyone else. I will just wait and see what's going on. Perhaps someone far away reign in your heart, actually you let him reign. But he didn't give you the green signal. you tried to know indirectly but not succeeded. Because he is a player i think. At last he played a game, but you lost. Now you want him to talk directly. that's why you are slightly sad or melancholy, aren't you? let's enjoy the game! ** This is a letter to my beloved friend Allan, who died couple of months ago in a plane crush!