সাগর দেখেছি কিন্তু সাগর হতে পারিনি My 1st mobile blog during a short travel. Just after posting vomited for the 1st time due to motion sickness. Anyway it's special about a very special person in my life... 8th January, 2013 7:55 PM Dear dad, I'm now going back to my lovely city leaving this so called backward village. With the freezing winter fog, shadows of lonely trees counting fireflies in dark I'm touching my keypad writing another letter to you awaiting no reply. I was not born or brought up here but every time it seems like I'm leaving my soul here when I leave this place because you are lying here, the architect of a warrior junior, RUMI... The last few years of my life have brought me to a point where you were brought a long ago. You were 25, similar I am! But the difference is you've planted a YOU inside me before leaving me. I've grown up with this YOU inside too. Perhaps it's called starting from a '0' (Zero). You were the warrior in this battle, you won and left being a winner. Today I'm in the same battle but do I deserve the victory? It took more than 30 years for you to earn but we took only 9 years to vanish! How do I claim to be a winner in this battle? Life indeed is difficult to live. But did you ever think of your most loving daughter as a warrior in the same battle you fought? Don't worry! You might pass away but the YOU inside me is still alive inspiring me when I'm hopeless, guiding me when I'm confused, consoling me when I'm sad and blessing me at every single step. I can see the enlightened city in front waiting for me with a new day. Time to awake, time to leave because it's just a start of something new... Yours loving, The warrior junior.