এখন ই সময় Tonight, is my wedding night.... i am heavily dressed up with some heavy yellow jwellery... when i was wearing them, i was thinking, you cannot see me..what you were thinking while buying them for me..that you couldn't see me with them in this night...dint you know you wouldnt be here..why you gave me those heavy memories that i would have to feel the weight of them so badly as if i am carrying those moments with you each minutes on this day... dint you know you wouldnt be here!! Tonight, is my wedding night... I am looking pretty, everyone is saying me i am looking like a princess... i cant tolerate that you cant see me...could you imagine that pain, that i am looking tonight the best of ever and you cant see me...you just cant see me how I look...werent you waited for this day so long...and now you cant see me...dint you know that you wouldnt be here for this night, how can you pour me with those tears..... Tonight, is my wedding night... My groom just arrived, they will take me with them after a time...Where are you? I want to hold your finger like my childhood...I want you see crying..I want you to feel my pain that i am leaving you..but you did know this that you wouldnt be here...dint you realize i have to bear this pain all by me.. Tonight, is my wedding night... I am leaving you. and i will never forget that you weret here when your little mother was leaving you....All this was in my fate that i left you without the existance of your body....but appreciate your soul was with me..and thank you that you are not letting me go alone.... ..