. I am Krishan konna always believe that Allah is unique in his artributes and sustaining. While I am nothing but a small particle in a vast kingdom that Allah controls. Allah is not only God of Muslim, He is all human beings. The Holy Quran is the best guider of Islam. In there Allah indicated the everything that come in front of us. Fundamentalist is that person who knows everything of the Holy Quran. Prophet Mohammad (PBUH) was the great humanitarian of the world and most fundamentalist. Our Quran always tells of true, fair and humanity most. I born and brought up of a respectable Muslim family. So always I have read the Holy Quran regular but I did not meaning of the Quran. Just now I studied something about our Holy Quran. In there I known something that understand me fullly life and about the world. Now I can differentiate good and bad. Now I am always fighting only for needy, poor, disable and helpless peoples of the world. After all I am fighting to against the inhumanity. I want to serve humankind. I know that everyone dont possess of that. Only possessing natural love feelings to serve human kind. I have read some Ayat of the Quran and to known that : ''Oh human I created to all of you only a pair of man and woman and then divided to others catagories -such as religion, color, language, environment, nation, country and others status, only introduced to each of others.'' (Shura Huzurat, Ayat 13). So now I understand our indispensable reality. I understand that now we are living as like as a big family in the Earth Planet. In here we are all brothers and sisters only. No compare anyone. We are all equall and after death will go same place. We are not in here parmanently. ''You are the best human only for human being you appeared the world. Always to encourage to do good works and discourage the unfair.'' (Shura Imran, Ayat-110). But what we are doing now ? Always playing, not performing. To concentrate on humanity as believe it is the life purpose of every new born baby ' Integrity of essence' when you will start to the feel pains of others, then your pain is finised. Love to humanity and carry out humanitarian work in a practical way then you will be surprised to feel and come to know, the Insallah Almighty Allah will be started to reach to you. Actually this world has become like this where peoples always feel reluctant and avoid such person who are always crying on their personal story. Thats our reality. 'If any Muslim to killing any innocent people, then he to killing the whole nation. If any human to save any peoplelife then he save to the whole nation'' (Shura Mydad, Ayat-32). But how much obey this rules of Allah ? Continue we are to killing of the nation. I mean if we obey our religion of Islam, every moment a lot of peoples of course must be death of hangging. I dont know how much loved of Almighty Allah and His Quran. I recall once our sir's said to us, if we really obey the rules of establishment then 70% peoples standing up where they standing up. If you say thats rules so you tell wrong.'' We see thats our punishment in here, after that not abide by that. Whereas the rules of Almighty Allah has no seen only keeping at that Judgement day only, so no applicable in here. Thats our reality. After that '' kothaye Shorgo, kothaye Norok, ke bole ta bohu dur, Manusher majee Shorgo Norok, Manushe--shura shur (Where Heaven, where Hell, thats not so long distance, it is only staying in the Peoples of the World). I am not basically humanist, only trying to serving humanity. From my life, I have seen a lot of cruel person who distressed the human and destroyed their life only. Always two power that I talking always. Just the true owner is Almighty Allah. We will be questioned at the day of judgement which power we used and for what purpose. Of course Allah will be answer to us for our independent thoughts. I have seen in here a lot of peoples used the the religion of Islam only. Our Islam does not believe this short of terrisom of the name of Islam. Islam is the peace of religion. Islam always teach us true, fair and humanity .But this short of terrorism always destroy our orginal image of the Islam. '' Come on thats world which same of you and me.'' (Shura Imran-Ayat-64). From this shura I have known that Allah, God, Isshore, Bhogoban are same person thats means Almighty Allah is only one who controls this vast kingdom. In here we are all brothers and sisters only. Every Holy books and all the religion are talk to same word. that means ture, fair and humanity most. So now no questionable, no disputable to that. ' They conspired and Allah adopted technique also. Allah is the best of technician. '' Shura Imran, Ayat-54.). Actually Allah is Great ! He always staying to all of good person and helping them. ALLAH said when the true is standing up over the false, then false is abolished. JESUS said that you are looking for the true, of course true realease you free from that. '' So now I am standing up only true thats made me strong only. I dont fear anyone without my Almighty ALLAH. I have seen every night He had come in my dream and directed what I will to do now. Now I am alone and alone. Only my Allah always loves me as like as my mother. Only for this I am going forwarding thats my strength only. In here always I have seen a lot of good person lady and gentleman planning officers before. I recall research officer Monzur Morshed who was my first instructor of my pc. He is now abroad. Madam Shathi Dhor, Krishna Gayen, Monoara apa, Afroza Moazzem, Vokti majumder and others who was so nice and good person that I know. But now a days a lot of lady officer who wearing salowar Kamiz that means Pakistani national dress only. Thats to being hurt of me. From my student life I dislike it. But no problem they wearing in their house thats their right. But our honorable Bangladesh Secretariat place they are wearing Pakistani national dress and dishonor our national dress thats so shameful ! On the other hand they perform their prayer and say with pridely- are you prayer ? are you prayer ? But why ? I mean that no right to tell me. Because I am matured. So understand and can differentiate good and bad only. I mean human being human is the best religion of the world. 'Manob shebae boro Dhormo ae prithibitey. I have seen a lot of prayer and to performed illegal activities or playing behind door. I hate them always. Whole life I was reserved thats knows everyone of my school and college and others. But till now no open my face cover, no open my head cover, no open my black glass, only in here that means website I am naket now. Always I mean our Borka is not only our cover. Mind and soul are cover of everyone, it does not matter what is covered and hot not but only our mind that I know. I want to all of them always wearing our national dress Sari and be ploite and humanitarian always. They love to us as like as brothers and sisters (shura Hurura, Ayat-13 accordingly). No compare of black and white. Not behave as like as Pakistan Army. who once absorbed me always. Just our establishment rules made by that CSP officer only. So now I mean should be something change of course. (cont.