Hi Im a 26years old guy, never had a girl friend before. After spending 25years alone, somehow i stumble with one lady. It wasn't pre-planned, as we all know love doesn't appear according to plan. It just happen. In my case its the same. regardless making my story up, i would likt to come to the point. It was the happiest moment of my life i would say...everything was heavenly but as i believe, most of us know that 99% break up happen without any reason even though if we try to smash our head million times knowing actually what caused this ending. So if my case its the same. I tried to figure it out and get her back, but the end result is, She's gone. She wont get back to me ever. And truly speaking there wasn't any major problem as i believe or may be there was. The point is if i would have know the reason at least i could try to solve it. But however, it didnt happen. Now my problem is the more i try to forget her, our past ,more i get sick and mind stop working, cant work at office, i behave rude with my family, cant eat, sleep and most importantly she isn't going out of my mind. Because i believe its hard or impossible to forget that person whom u loved most out of ur life. But if this situation continue with me, i might bust very soon or i will get fired from my life. Im complete reckless... please advice me, how to get my normal life back...and hw to forget that first love of my life.. Thanks