আমি সেই আলো খুঁজে বেড়াই যেই আলোতে আমার দু চোখ প্রশান্তি পাবে। মৌনতার অবসান ঘটবে। Dear Dad, How are you? Didn't heard from you for a long long time. But the most painful truth is, i will hear from you never. Life was so much better when you were near to me, advised me all the time. You have handled all the problems. I shared all most everything to you. For every problem, there was a solution you had. You had showed me right paths every time. But now,you are so far from me. Thousands of light years. I am getting lost in me.Hiding from every fear,facing problems in every step. I know this is the reality of life. You can never be with me for my whole life. I have to believe this truth and admit it. Your body may be lost in the sands but in me you are alive,you have been always and you will be. Please show me the light. I am running in darkness. This world is so rough and tough to walk on. I am falling down all the time. Please give me strength so that i can let all the miseries go away. Please talk to me if you can. Home is not home without you. There is no happiness in this house without you. Missing those times badly when we had little talks in every night. I pray to God all the time that he may rest you in peace. Dad, I love you. Love you so much, never couldn't tell you how much i cared about you, how much i respect you, how much i miss you. Don't worry about mom. She is okay. But cries for you every night. But i will make her happy and be with her all the time. I promise. Dad, i am so much alone. Very hard times are going through me. Feeling the pains and wounds of my mind. Its like emptiness everywhere without you.But I will be okay. Don't worry. Just need time to fix me. There may be comfort in pain. If you can,please come to my dream once. Talk to me. I will wait for you. Take care Dad..... P.S. I Love You