Girls Please forgive me. I haven't learned how to behave you ,how to feel you and how to make you feel yet. It's all my ignorance,my cynicism,my pervert ism of mind , Freud's being very true about me,my inability to resist the devil in myself,my shortcomings that make me lag behind you and so many things that i think right but are wrong right turn your life into hell. I always forget that what is play to me is meant death to you.No matter who I am.I may be an adolescent or a grown up,I may be a street boy or a student,I may be a service holder or a vagabond.I may be a very gentle boy in my family or in my workplace.I may be anything.What matters that is my being a man.My way of socialization taught me to think you a woman .And I am so stubborn to change my way of thinking of you. In the deep of mind I find please thinking you my mate .I cannot even distinguish between love and making love.I do not think twice before giving you a lustful eye.The man inside me is invincibly strong and successfully preventing me from being a human. I beg your pardon and will be begging until I learn to think you and promote myself from a man to a human and stop teasing you.