আমি খুব সাধারন একটা মানুষ। সাধারন হয়েই থাকতে চাই recently i'm having this strange idea about the people of our country and the present situation of the country. dear readers, i don't know how many of u have watched the movie "50 First Dates". its a movie about a girl who suffers from certain kind of memory loss disorder where she cant remember or store her memory with duration of more than one day or 24 hours. she wakes up in the morning, go to different places, comes back home and go to sleep. then she wakes up again the next morning and does the same thing again because she cannot remember that she has been through the yesterday and this same cycle go on and on. she cant remember if something is stolen from her or she is insulted by someone or anything at all from the previous day. then one day she meets a guy who falls in love with her and eventually after some more of the cinematic incidents the live happily ever after but her disease is never cured, it stays with her forever. i feel like we are like this girl. we r watching everything listening everything we are even protesting against crimes that are taking place in our country but after a duration we cant remember anything just like that girl we have forgotten what did our people went through to achieve the freedom of this country. we say so many things, we pretend to do so many things but the reality is our country is going through the worst phase ever. maybe its our fault, maybe its the governments fault, whoever's fault it is, the fact is we r suffering this memory loss disorder. otherwise where is the justice? everyday there is murder, rape, accidents. but we just stop for a while watching the news, babble a while about them in newspaper, media, facebook, blogs and then what? we go on in to our own lives. i dont know where is the conscience of people. otherwise how come a 5 years old girl was raped and murder and we couldn't do anything about it. we talk about giving justice to the rape victims. i feel like the justice is being raped right in its ass. anybody starts saying something about the truth they r just kept shut, either by money or by some other means or they r murdered. in this country if u wanna murder someone, u can and nobody wont do anything about it, if u wanna rape someone, u can, u wont have any problem if u have enough money and power. because we r forgetful about everything that happens to us just after a few days. sooner or later we forget these all. just like that girl in 50 first dates. but the people who cant forget about their sons being murdered and their daughters being raped, who cant get proper justice, i cry for them......my useless tears....my scream for justice will be forgotten too i know. but i hope for a better day. i hope for the country that once was dreamt by the freedom fighters, our brothers, fathers, who faught for it. and this country, this situation is definitely wasn't what they had expected, anyone would agree to that.