When I'm done burning, and the ashes spread their wings and try to fade away, I won't dishearten you. I would rise from the ashes, just like a Phoenix and amaze you with the power I hold within my soul. Something I have felt long ago, and something that I'm going to feel again. Its nothing to do with proving myself to others, or to you, its about myself and my Scorpion soul. The immense pressure and this insane environment around me is pushing me to the verge of madness. Madness- it's not something that you can compete with. Nothing else matters when you have been haunted. What do you do when you know your emotions are not into God’s consideration? What you have been throughout your life and what you are at the moment conflict- What possibly can you do? Yes, you might suggest me to hold and move on or be just careless and not comment. Don’t come and ask me what’s wrong. Because I would simply reply -'Nothing'. I’m being tormented. By those memories that I posses. No. It's not even the memories I suppose. It's me. When you stop caring for yourself, do others stop as well? I want not to stop. Rather, to destroy myself completely this time. Its not for you. Nor for me. Rather, this gift from me is for the Time itself. Tell those voices to stop murmuring within my head and not make me think twice. Think twice, about issues I have already made peace with. Compromising with your intuition- isn’t it a blunt approach towards killing your sights? To deny your intuition is to deny what you have observed. Dear Blindness , please grant me your virtues. How wonderful it is, to not see faces that haunt you. To not see plays that destroy you. Feel not nor taste anything, with a soul too true. For you might become addicted to those wonderful substances and later, live a phrase -craving, wondering, thinking-over and over again. Do not come and tell me, that whatever happens, happens for good. Because, I still have age old issues, that no one could justify, not even God Himself.