when i get back to me, i get back to you

the darker the night gets the more i love to listen to this song. may be it shows up the state of my life some other way! i wonder why the silence of this apparently peaceful night feels so much unbearable!like i want to scream out & keep it up until everything splits up. the silence out there speaks up in your voice louder & louder ..right inside my head.i remember each of those words..still they repeat themselves to remind me how much you hate me. better i would let the song be played..& let it go on that way...either way its the same....completely pointless & the night will still get darker..& no sun will ever shine through..