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Made a Deal with MY Soul



One Day I found an angel in jail, She was accused of murdering a soul. I was really amazed to hear that and then I ask about it to her. Then she revealed a sad story of sacrifice with love. One day she fell in love with an ordinary man and made her mind to give-up every thing for him. Love is blind, she just felt like that and then she left everything to live with him. They were really happy together; she just got her heaven in love. After a year, they gave birth to a girl named “tashfi”, after that she felt like she was the happiest one in earth. She and her husband were totally in love with their child. And there love was like unimaginable. Her husband was really attached with the child more then she was. She was quite glad with that and she loved to spend time with them. One night she woke up by hearing a strange sound, and she was really curious about to find it. Then what she saw was just unbelievable, and her lips were trembling, she just couldn’t move by shock. Then she just jumped and takes her child from her beast husband, who was holding his girl ups and down to the well and tashfi legs was tide with a Rope. After rescuing tashfi from the monster, she held her girl so tightly and tried to make her breathe again, because tashfi wasn’t breathing that time. She was crying. From that day she and tashfi got really scared of him, and she started to find why her sweet loving husband did that which can’t be explained in words. After few months later she found every thing was just normal as it was and they were like a happy family again, she started to forget and forgive her husband. And suddenly she again found some intolerable behavior by her husband and she got scared again. She didn’t tell anything to any one about it. Suddenly one night she came home late and found her husband beating tashfi by a belt. After that she called police and ambulance and then 3 weeks later tashfi could come back to home; she was badly injured because of that incident. At that time while her husband was mantel hospital she started to search information about her husband as much as she could. After one month of restless search, she got some shocking information regarding to her husband. His husband had a terrible childhood. A long time back his father was a really “bad gambler”, he used to believe that this boy was totally bad luck for him. Because after that son’s birth he stared to lose everything, never win for a day. And he used to come home drank and used to beat up his son badly almost every day. And from that time, his psychological problem started for the 1st time. He started to think exactly like his father. It's like deep inside his unconscious mind there was another character building up which was totally different from his own generous and polite character. And she kept this secret inside her. And after a long time doctor released her husband. She acted totally normal with him and they started live again happily and everything was like back in normal and he really loved tashfi and she was like heartbeat of her dad. Every thing was great but as wise person says, happiness has another side called sadness. One night while she was working in the kitchen she heard tashfi shouting and she started to run, because she was afraid of past situation, but she found nothing but tashfi and her dad was playing. After that she thought every thing is normal again and she should stop thinking bad things. It was like a happy and cheerful family again with her totally polite and loving husband. One day she had to go out for some reason and unfortunately she had to stay out of town for two days. After 2 days when she was coming back to home she was very excited as she will get to meet with her loving husband and daughter. But she had no idea what was waiting for her. She rang the bell of the door, but got no response. Then she again rang the bell, but everything was silent. Then she tried to call them by there name. But no one replied. She got scared. She ran off to the back door of the house and saw it opened. She entered the house, but there was no one. She silently got upstairs. Suddenly she heard of wiping. She walked to her bed room slowly. And then what she saw, she was not prepared for it at all. She saw her daughter lying on the floor and her husband was holding a knife in his hand. She was literally shocked! It was her husband who was wiping. She screamed out loudly! Wife: Noooo! You killer! You killed my daughter. Don't you dare to come close to me. Husband: (he got normal again and he started to cry) I am really sorry honey. But trust me, it wasn’t me! Suddenly something happened to me. It was just an accident. Wife: NO! I don't trust you! How can it be an accident!!how could u killed ur own daughter !!!. A father can never hurt his own daughter! You are a psycho! Then husband started to walk towards her slowly. He was trying to calm down his wife. But she was shouting at him constantly. But the husband was already seemed to realize that what he has done. He started to regret for killing his beautiful daughter. He was crying out loud. But her wife didn't seem to notice that. She came and sat down by her daughter. The husband walked towards them and sat down too... He took one of his wife's hands and started to beg for forgiveness. By that time the wife stopped crying. She was looking like some kind of stone. The husband was crying and crying but she didn't react. Suddenly she stood up and shouted at him. She was accusing his husband for being such an irresponsible and selfish person. He was still trying to convince her wife. He got close to her to hug her. But the wife got mad!! She pushed him away! Then she started to ran towards the door to get downstairs. Then husband was right behind her. She ran to the kitchen. Her husband was still trying to make her calm down. She was facing another side. So the Husband got again close to her to hug her from behind, but when she turned to him she had a knife holding in her hand. And she stabbed his husband’s heart with that knife. And she realized what she has done and screamed. She was crying. What did she have done!! How could she! She didn’t feel anything. She got totally blank because she had lost her lovely daughter and husband and stared to cry and cry. Then suddenly one lightens thunder strike in front of her eyes. King of angel came and gave her punishment for her reckless work as she was an angle. But after knowing the entire incident he felt pity for her but he can’t forgive her because he has to follow the rule what she broke. Then he decided to take her soul and send her to prison. From that time she is in the prison and waiting and praying for her girl and wishing whole life to see her girl tashfi for once. She never loses her hope. Every night she has dreams about to meet her girl and after that cry a lot. I deeply fell in love with her emotions while listening to her story. There was something about her that made me fell for like her smile, her deep love, her sacrifice, emotions, hope and trust; every thing attracted me a lot. Like says, love is blind, I got into it, as wall. Then I made a decision for love, and gave her my soul and released her from the jail so that she could meet her girl in the heaven and also have the freedom again… After giving soul to the angel, I remained as the prisoner of the jail for forever. I wasn’t thinking anything but love. What I want is love and only LOVE and I don’t have any expectation or need or ask or hope from my love, I just want to love her with the core of my heart. It’s like I don’t care if she will love me or not. My sacrifice is my love. Funny thing is that... she didn’t know I love her…and I will never tell her, that “I love u”. I guess all stories don’t have the happy ending! But trust me, I feel like it’s the happiest Ending for me. Nothing could have done better than this….. *************************************************By পাভেল Blank

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