This is I. not so special about me but I think u will feel passion to know about this story. Ok I don’t like too many introductions. This is about my first love. Every body falls in love. So I do also. I was then 18 years old, lived in a small flat with my family. I have a small family, one sister and I. My mom is a great person. She always helps me to get up from my problem. When I have a problem she rise me up n says Adetta, tell me what your problem is? Tell me as your friend. Most often I tell her every problem. Ok now I m going to explain about my love. She was one year junior from me lived in the top floor of my rent house. She came to her uncle’s house. But suddenly I found her that she is living here for a long time. The first time I saw her when she was going to her school VNS. I watched her from my veranda. She is beauty. When she smiles it seems diamond is glittering. When she talks it seems music of violin is touching my heart. However I loved her at the first sight. Or love at first sight. She was my dream. And I knew its not possible to make it true. Because I am shy full boy, could not talk with girls. And she was a reach man’s kith n keen, so it’s quite impossible. One evening, as I say my mom is a great person and likes to have chit chat with the renters, she brought her mom n her. Oh I was amazed to see her in front of me and she came to me to have a suggestion from me. Anyhow my shyness never stopped and I didn’t even talk her clearly. So this is the starting of our journey. I always think of her. I have always peeped her from my veranda when she moves for her school. One day she saw me too. One day I heard that she was going to live in our area. That was great news for me. In a Eid she n I suddenly met with each other n she for the first time called me Vaia n asked me ‘How r u?’ it was really a very positive start for her n me because I could not start the conversation. So we started our chat from that day. Most often she came to our home with her mom and we gossip with each other for a long time. She was my first girl friend though I couldn’t offer her. I was so shy. We saw movies together, played games just as a friend. Here I found not only me but also some boys get noticed about her. They tried to contact with me to have a relation with her. They know that we r just brother and sister. Anyhow they tried a lot but failed because of me as I love her. Though it’s not possible for me to say her ii just saw her as much as I could. When she came to my house she preferred to talk with me only. Her mom and my mom have there chat and we have our conversation. When they moved to a new flat I used to go there. My mom sent me their home for different purposes. Our love was remained only 4 months. Not a long time but I bore it till my death. The other boys of my area often came to visit to me. They wanted to know how she felt for them. But I was jealous and I love her. So I could not help them. My love is increasing day by day. All time I felt her, waited for her n Never missed the order of my mom when she told me to go their home. The disturb of the other people was increasing day by day. One night, the electricity failed, I along with her n her big bro went to their home. My mom n her mom was gossiping at our home. The very night I and with her brothers chatting very frankly. Her brother told me about his love story, I told my funny experience about a girl. Anyhow I suddenly told them that it is important to say what the heart wants to say to once lover. The electricity came and I started to go to my home, because it’s 10.30pm. When I was leaving she came to close the door and asked me Vaia it is good to say what the heart wants to say, isn’t it? I agreed with her and told her never should kept it in once heart. She just shake her head and smiled at me. I moved for my home. The next day when I was coming from my student’s house some boys of my area closed my way to home. Some of them claimed me as my friend. But now they all became equal to their rich friend. They stopped me to threat me and possible to attack on me. They told me what they wanted to tell in rough language. But I was remained silent. I will never forget that day of my life. Ok any how they left me and threatened me as much as possible. That evening, I was sitting at my veranda with faint heart. No one had to claim, no one had to share, and no one had to solve the problem. Even I didn’t know she loved me or not. I was so upset and thinking how could I solve the problem. In the evening her mom came and chatting with mom. Suddenly a knock came to the front door. I went to open it. My temper was so hot for the incident that happened today. When I opened the door I found her. She was dressed a black dress as it’s my favorite color she knew. When she entered the room and told me Vaia I want to give u one thing, never show it to others. I said ok your wish. My eagerness was so petite that I thought she might be show me her new picture. I waited. When they were leaving our home I went to our front door to bid fair well. She asked me to give my hand to her hand. I gave her and she put a piece of paper into it. I was just amazed. She told me when I would left then open it. I said ok. She left then. Oh she was looking gorgeous in black. As she is the queen of a region. Her bright skin was glowing like the pearl. বোনধুরা,ামি বাংলা লেখায় োবভোসটো না। পরে জোডি ভালো লাগে টো নেক্সট টা পোসট কোরবো। সোবাি ক শুভেসসা েিড ার। াললাহ হাফেজ। aditta