Almost 4 years por blog a.amar purano post gula kemn jani amar nijer chilo.ja lekhsi,jevabe lekhsi, jototuku lekhsi nijer kotha,nijer moenr kotha. abar kobe likhbo jani na.kintu ami aj valo nei. onek dure ami.shob kisu theke onek dure.amar priyo bangla theke,amar bondhugulo theke,amar nijer basha theke. kisher jonno?shob e to chilo amar.r o beshi cheyesilam? r o koto beshi? kivabe boli eshob kotha.ka k boli eshob kotha? shotti kotha bolte amar nijeke ekhn r amar valo lage na!boyosho to amar beshi na.kintu ami keno kono shopno dekhi na r ager moto? amar shopno ki shob puron hoye gelo?ami r nite pari na.r koto dibo,r koto jon k dibo? Nah ami to looser na! perfect time,perfect person,perfect study,perfect job but where the hell i am now?is that call perfect place.its fuckn hell NO!Never its can be. Deshe giyechilam koyekdin agey.BOndhugulo jani kemn hoye gese!ora to oder motoi ase,jevabe cheyesilo ovabei ase tarpor o keno oder eto ovab!eto lov! Bandhobi gulor biye hoye gese,keu keu nijer posonde biye korese kintu ora o to valo nei even oder husband gulo o kemn jani ovabi ! takar ovab oder nei kisher jeno ekta ovab. to 1.5 mnth a trip 1 mnth theke chole ashlam.r valo lage na.Kisher eto hotasha amar?shob e to peyechi jevabe cheyesi tar theke behi peyesi.shob kisui peyesi.ghor bari gari job society but why i am like this now??why cant i make a plan for trip to the LA or paris.Paris naki manush 100 times gele o kharap lage na my last time paris visits was not too much fun,it was feels like"yeah man,you should feel that you are in par eee" r koto din?r koto shomoy?r koto rat?r koto poysha?r koto! r koto! jibon ta niye khub beshi pressure diye felesi,jibon ta amar tired.ekta push chai!ekta ki jeno chai. may be ei blog ta majhe majhe lekhbo onek ta open diary type.