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There's a saying 'It isn't pure gold till it's burnt in fire' Well I know the meaning of this saying to the core. I couldn't be me until I burned myself in disappointment, agony, hurt, depression and finally recovery. I feel like the person I was before all that was someone else in some distance planet I barely knew. I used to be this grown up kid without any sense of reality, gliding through the vastness of space without any destiny. It took me a heartbreak, uncountable amount of scars on my body, four attempted suicide, one hell of a depression, permanent insomnia and complete life style change to realize who I am and what I wanna do in life. But I still don't know about my destiny but I know the path that leads to that. I know this sound crazy but I owe it all to the person who rejected me, shaked my world upside down and made me feel like a worthless peace of garbage. I wanna thank that person despite all that he did to me cause unless he had done those things, I wouldn't have been me.