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: Tui eto ajob jinish koi theke peli bolto? ami to jantam tui Psychiatrist.. Mistry case solve korar pise lagli kobe theke? ami Sabbir ke pura ghotona bollam..Sabbir hoche Forensic Lab incharge..amar chele belar bondhu..o nijeo kisu ta obak..shob kisu shune.. : Dekh dost..ei chara ar kono information toke dite parbo na..ar tor patient je otoshir kotha bolse ore khuja ekanto dorkar..hoeto oi kono vabe chithi gula pouchaitese..! ami kon pothe agabo thik bujte parchi na..din din amar Patient er obsta aro kharap hoche. ekjon ke to sharata shomoe ar sedetive die rakha jae na..baddho hoe ami or basay gelam..or parents ke shob bole or room e gelam..jodi kisu paoa jae.. or ma amake or ekta diary ber kore dilen..tar modhe besh kichu erokom chithi..kichu kali die likha..kobita..gaan..kisu ful..ar otoshir number..amar jeta dorkar chilo or bashar thikana. bashae eshe ami oi number e phone try korte thaki..keo phone dhore na..hoeto phone ta disconnected.. TNT office die number theke otoshir bashar Adress ta ber kori...chipa ekta golir modhe purano basha..shondhao hoe nai tokono..kintu kemon jani alou pouchae na.. knock korar por ..olpo ektu dorja faka kore vitor theke ekjon boyoshko vodro mohila jiggesh korlen kake chan..ami otoshir name bollam...bollam or bepere ektu kotha bolte chai.. uni dorja khule die boshte bollen..oporochito lok ke dhukte dilen bole kisuta obak holam..but vitore dhuke dekhi ghor bolte ektai..kisu harabar voe nai bolei bodh hoe evave dhukte diechen.ami shorashori jiggesh korlam apni Nibir ke chinen? Amar patient o..ar shob kisu bistarito bollam..ami vablam chithi gular kotha shune tini hoeto onek obak hoben..kintu temon kisui holen na..nijer meye proti mashe erkm rokto die chithi likhe ki ajob upae pathache janbar poro tar vabantor nai..na pere ami jiggesh korlam otoshi kothae.. jibone je koekbar shob theke obak hoisi ..tar modhe hoeto shedin ta shobar upore thakbe..otoshi coma te ase 5 years 3 mash dhore...she has an accident... ami ki bolbo bujhe uthte parchilam na..uthe jabar age khali bollam..Nibir onek kosto pache..... " amar meyetao onek kosto peyechilo baba..amar ek matro meye chilo..shob die ami ok valobashtam..ar nibir er kas theke paoa aghate amake kosto die nije kosto peye pore ase..ami jani na eshob ki vabe hoche..ami hoeto bakkhao korte parbo na..doc ra bole majhe majhe otoshir chok dia bleeding hoe..mashe koekbar..hoeto amra keo kisu korteo parbo na..doc ra onek chesta korsche..hoeto nibir er jonno valobasha or ekhono shei poriman e ache jerokom age chilo...hoeto ok kosto diar jonno esob korche na..ager moto valobasha thekei korche ..ok vul bujho na.." Ekjon Doctor hoe erokom ekta obastob jinish amake shunte holo..obishash koraro kono upae nai..Nibir er obsta ami nijer chokhe dekchi..aste aste or Bodyr right side paralised hoe gese...ami nijeo doa korchi..ei oshojjo jontrona theke cheleta jate khub taratari mukti pae..