আমার ভিতর তুমি থাকো আমি কোথায় রই, আমি না থাকিলে তোমার থাকার জায়গা কই?

"Don't Know If I Can Keep Going" I feel so lost, I feel so alone, I feel nothing. I am forever trapped in the dark, the dark my friend, my protector, my lover. Im so gone I cant feel anything anymore, pain or happiness, I am paralyzed unable to move, to feel, to love. Why cant I love? Why wont I let someone love me? I was so close to at least cracking open the door, I broke the lock and now I replaced it. I feel myself slipping back to square one. Square one when I hurt the ones who get close to me, never opening up not even a little, bring pain to them, and finding pleasure in the process. I am loosing control of my mind, slipping further into the dark, into insanity.